Thursday, July 31, 2008

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The Merciful Love of Jesus Novena VIII days

In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen

Preparatory Prayer O my Jesus, my pain is great considering that I had the misfortune to offend so many times. You, however, with the heart of the Father, not only forgave me, but with your words: "ask you get," he calls to ask what I needed. Full of confidence, I resort to your merciful love, give me that reminder that in this novena, and above all the grace to reform my ways and henceforth to credit my faith with works by living according to your precepts, and burn in the fire of your love.
Meditation on the words of the Lord's Prayer: "Lead us not into temptation." Nel chiedere al Signore che non ci lasci cadere nella tentazione, riconosciamo che egli permette la tentazione per il nostro profitto, la nostra debolezza per vincerla, la fortezza divina per la nostra vittoria. Il Signore non nega la grazia, a chi fa da parte sua quanto è necessario per vincere i nostri potenti nemici. Chiedendo che non ci lasci cadere nella tentazione, domandiamo di non contrarre nuovi debiti oltre quelli già contratti.
Domanda:
Gesù mio, a Te ricorro in questa prova. Se tu vuoi usare la tua clemenza con questa misera creatura tua, trionfi la tua bontà. Per il tuo amore e per la tua misericordia perdona le mie colpe; e quantunque sia indegno di ottenere ciò che I ask you, fulfill my desires fully, if this is glory for you and good for my soul. Into thy hands I get back is' to me according to your liking.
(ask for the grace that we wish to obtain in this novena).

Prayer: O Jesus, be the protection and comfort to my soul, be my defense against all temptations and cover me with the shield of thy truth. Be my friend and my hope, shelter and defense against all dangers of soul and body. Lead me in the vast sea of \u200b\u200bthis world and deign to console me in this affliction. I need the port pretty sure the abyss of your love and your mercy. So I can see me free from the snares of the devil.

3 Pater, Ave, Gloria.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

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The Merciful Love of Jesus Novena days

In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen

Preparatory Prayer O my Jesus, my pain is great considering that I had the misfortune to offend so many times. You, however, with the heart of the Father, not only forgave me, but with your words: "ask you get," he calls to ask what I needed. Full of confidence, I resort to your merciful love, give me that reminder that in this novena, and above all the grace to reform my conduct, and hereafter to credit my faith with works by living according to your precepts, and to burn in the fire of your love.
Meditation on the words of the Lord's Prayer: "Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive our debtors." We ask God to forgive us our debts, which are the sins and punishment due to them, that we can never pay huge penalty, if not with the blood of the good Jesus, with the talents of grace and nature that we have received from God and with all what we are and possess. And we engage in this question, to forgive our neighbor to the debts you have with us, without forgetting revenge, and these are the injuries and wrongs that have done. At this point, God puts in our hands the opinion that one has to do with us, because if we forgive, and forgive us if we do not forgive others, He will not forgive us.
Question
My Jesus, I turn to you in this trial. If you want to use your mercy this poor creature with you, your goodness triumphs. For your love and your mercy, forgive me my sins, and although it is not worthy of getting what you ask, fulfill my desires fully, if this is glory for you and good for my soul. Into thy hands I get back is' to me according to your liking.
(ask for the grace that we want to achieve in this novena)
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Prayer My Jesus, I know You call everyone without exception, in the humble clothes, you love those who love you, you judge the cause of the poor, have pity on all and anything you hear to what your power created him, concealing the failures of men and wait for them to repentance and receive the sinner with love and mercy. Open to me, Lord, the fountain of life, grant forgiveness in me, and destroy anything that opposes your divine law.

3 Pater, Ave, Gloria.

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VII The Merciful Love of Jesus Novena Day VI

In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen
Preparatory Prayer

My Jesus, my pain is great considering that I had the misfortune to offend so many times. You, however, with the heart of the Father, not only forgave me, but with your words: "ask you get," he calls to ask what I needed. Full of confidence, I resort to your merciful love, give me that reminder that in this novena, and above all the grace to reform my ways and henceforth to credit my faith with works by living according to your precepts, and burn in the fire of your love.
Meditation on the words of the Lord's Prayer: "Give us today our daily bread." Here ask the excellent bread that is the Blessed Sacrament, the ordinary food of our soul which is the grace of the sacraments and the inspiration of heaven. We also ask the food necessary to preserve the life of the body to get in moderation. Call "our", the Eucharistic bread, because it is ordained to our needs and our Redeemer because he gives himself to us in Communion. We say "daily" to demonstrate the dependence of the ordinary to have God in everything, body and soul, every hour and every moment. Saying "give us today" exercise an act of charity, asking for all men, without worry of tomorrow.
Question:
My Jesus, I turn to you in this trial. If you want to use your mercy this poor creature with you, your goodness triumphs. For your love and your mercy, forgive me my sins, and although it is not worthy of getting what you ask, fulfill my desires fully, if this is glory for you and good for my soul. Into thy hands I get back is' to me according to your liking.
(ask for the grace that we wish to obtain in this novena).

Prayer
: Give me, O Jesus, thou source of life, to drink the living water that emanates from yourself, so, enjoy yourself, not thirst that you, annegami all into the abyss of your love and your mercy and Renew with your precious blood by which thou hast redeemed. Washing with the water in your most holy Chest all the stains with which contaminai the beautiful dress of innocence that you gave me in Baptism. Fill me, O Jesus, your Holy Spirit and make me pure of body and soul.

3 Pater, Ave, Gloria.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

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The Merciful Love of Jesus Novena


In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen


Preparatory Prayer O my Jesus, is my great Whereas pain that I had the misfortune to offend so many times. You, however, with the heart of the Father, not only forgave me, but with your words: "ask you get," he calls to ask what I needed. Full of confidence, I resort to your merciful love, give me that reminder that in this novena, and above all the grace to reform my ways and henceforth to credit my faith with works by living according to your precepts, and burn in the fire of your love.
meditation on the words of Our Father: "Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven" Here we ask God's will be done in all creatures, we ask con fortezza e perseveranza, con purezza e perfezione, e chiediamo di compierla noi stessi, in qualsiasi modo e per qualunque via si venga a conoscere.
Domanda
Gesù mio, a Te ricorro in questa prova. Se tu vuoi usare la tua clemenza con questa misera creatura tua, trionfi la tua bontà. Per il tuo amore e per la tua misericordia perdona le mie colpe; e quantunque sia indegno di ottenere ciò che ti domando, compi pienamente i miei desideri, se ciò è di gloria per Te e di bene per l’anima mia. Nelle tue mani mi rimetto fa’ di me secondo il tuo piacimento.
(Chiediamo la grazia che desideriamo ottenere in questa novena).

Preghiera:
Dammi, Gesù mio, una fede viva e fa che io osservi fedelmente i tuoi divini comandamenti e che, col cuore pieno della tua carità, corra sul sentiero dei tuoi precetti. Fammi gustare la soavità del tuo Spirito ed aver fame di compiere la tua divina volontà, affinché ti sia sempre accetto e gradevole il mio povero servizio. Mi benedica, Gesù mio, l'Onnipotenza del Padre. Mi benedica la tua Sapienza. Mi dia la sua Benedizione la benignissima Carità dello Spirito Santo e mi custodisca per la vita eterna.

3 Pater, Ave, Gloria.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

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The V DAY Novena to the Merciful Love of Jesus Novena Day IV

Nel nome del Padre e del Figlio e dello Spirito Santo. Amen
Orazione preparatoria
Gesù mio, grande è il mio dolore considerando la disgrazia che ho avuto di offenderti tante volte. Tu però, con cuore di Padre, non solo mi hai perdonato, ma con le tue parole: "domandate otterrete", mi inviti a chiederti quanto mi è necessario. Pieno di fiducia, ricorro al tuo Amore Misericordioso, affinché mi conceda ciò che sollecito in questa novena, e soprattutto la grazia di riformare la mia condotta e d'ora innanzi di accreditare la mia fede con le opere vivendo secondo i tuoi precetti, e di ardere nel fuoco della tua carità.
Meditazione sulle parole dei Padre nostro. "Venga il tuo Regno". In asking this question that comes to us, that give us the kingdom of grace and favor of heaven, just because we live by, and the kingdom of glory where He reigns in perfect peace, with the Blessed. And therefore we also call for the end of the reign of sin and the devil of darkness.
Question:
My Jesus, I turn to you in this trial. If you want to use your mercy this poor creature with you, your goodness triumphs. For your love and your mercy, forgive me my sins, and although it is not worthy of getting what you ask, fulfill my desires fully, if this is glory for you and good for my soul. Into thy hands I refer ago ' to me according to your liking.
(ask for the grace that we wish to obtain in this novena).

Prayer
Lord, have mercy upon me, and makes' what do you suggest the heart. Have mercy upon me, my God, and deliver me from all that prevents me come to you and makes' the hour of my death my soul did not hear a terrible decision, but the healthful attributes of your voice " Come, blessed of my Father "my soul and rejoice at the sight of your face.

3 Pater, Ave, Gloria.

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The Merciful Love of Jesus III

In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen

Preparatory Prayer O my Jesus, my pain is great considering that I had the misfortune to offend so many times. You, however, with the heart of the Father, not only forgave me, but with your words: "ask you get," he calls to ask what I needed. Full of confidence, I resort to your merciful love, give me that reminder that in this novena, and above all the grace to reform my ways and henceforth to credit my faith with works by living according to your precepts, and burn in the fire of your love.
Meditation on the words of the Lord's Prayer "Hallowed your name '. This is the first thing that we want, the first thing we ask in prayer, the intention must prevail in all our works and actions that God may be known, loved, adored and served, and that its power should submit every creature.
Question
my Jesus, to thee in this test. If you want to use your mercy this poor creature with you, your goodness triumphs. For your love and your mercy, forgive me my sins, and although it is not worthy of getting what you ask, fulfill my desires fully, if this is glory for you and good for my soul. In your hands I refer ago ' to me according to your liking.
(ask for the grace that we wish to obtain in this novena).

Prayer my Jesus, let me in the doors of your mercy, impress me the seal of your wisdom, for you to see me free from all illicit affection. It 'that I will serve with love, joy and sincerity and, comforted with the sweet aroma of God's word and of thy commandments, always go forward in virtue.

3 Pater, Ave, Gloria.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

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The day Novena Merciful Love of Jesus II

In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen
Preparatory Prayer
Gesù mio, grande è il mio dolore considerando la disgrazia che ho avuto di offenderti tante volte. Tu però, con cuore di Padre, non solo mi hai perdonato, ma con le tue parole: "domandate otterrete", mi inviti a chiederti quanto mi è necessario. Pieno di fiducia, ricorro al tuo Amore Misericordioso, affinché mi conceda ciò che sollecito in questa novena, e soprattutto la grazia di riformare la mia condotta e d'ora innanzi di accreditare la mia fede con le opere vivendo secondo i tuoi precetti, e di ardere nel fuoco della tua carità.
Meditazione : sulle parole del Padre nostro: "Che sei nei cieli". Diciamo che sei nei cieli, quantunque Dio si trovi everywhere as the Lord of Heaven and Earth, because the view of the sky moves us to love him more ardently and to live as pilgrims in this life, aspiring to higher things.
Question:
My Jesus, I turn to you in this trial. If you want to use your mercy this poor creature with you, your goodness triumphs. For your love and your mercy, forgive me my sins, and although it is not worthy of getting what you ask, fulfill my desires fully, if this is glory for you and good for my soul. Into thy hands I get back is' to me according to your liking.
( ask for the grace that we wish to obtain in this novena).

Prayer: My Jesus, I know that you raises the dead, take the prisoners from jail, do not despise any aggrieved and look with love and mercy all those in need. So listen, please, because I need to deal with you on the health of my soul and get your health advice. I am afraid of my sins, my Jesus, I am ashamed of my ingratitude and my distrust. I have great fear of the time I intended to do good and evil that I have spent, and what is worse, offend you. To thee, O Lord, that have the words of eternal life.

3 Pater, Ave, Gloria .

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

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day novena to Mother Hope

Paola ci propone:
Cari amici,
vorrei proporre di pregare la novena di Madre Speranza, che trovate in allegato, tutti insieme con un'intenzione particolare che va ai nostri responsabili Giampiero e Francesca i quali ora più che mai sono nei nostri cuori e nelle nostre preghiere. Mi piace l'idea che tutta Scuola di Comunità di Montefalco sia unita spiritualmente soprattutto in questo momento.
Di seguito trovate riportato il primo giorno.

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Nel nome del Padre e del Figlio e dello Spirito Santo. Amen.
Orazione preparatoria
Gesù mio, grande è il mio dolore considerando la disgrazia che ho avuto di offenderti tante volte. Tu però, con cuore di Padre, non solo mi hai perdonato, ma con le tue parole: "domandate otterrete", mi inviti a chiederti quanto mi è necessario. Pieno di fiducia, ricorro al tuo Amore Misericordioso, affinché mi conceda ciò che sollecito in questa novena, e soprattutto la grazia di riformare la mia condotta e d'ora innanzi di accreditare la mia fede con le opere vivendo secondo i tuoi precetti, e di ardere nel fuoco della tua carità.
Meditazione sulle prime parole del Padre nostro. "Padre", è il titolo che conviene a Dio, perché a lui dobbiamo quanto è in noi nell'ordine della natura e in quello soprannaturale della grazia che ci fa suoi figli adottivi. Vuole che lo chiamiamo Padre, perché as children love him, obey him and venerate him, and to arouse in us the feelings of love and trust for which we get what we ask him. "Our", because God had a natural son, in his infinite love, he wanted to have a lot of adoption, to inform them of his treasure, and why, having all the same Father, and being brothers, they may love each other we interchangeably.
Question:
My Jesus, I turn to you in this trial. If you want to use your mercy this poor creature with you, your goodness triumphs. For your love and your mercy, forgive me my sins, and although it is not worthy of getting what you ask, fulfill my desires fully, if this and glory for you and good for my soul. Into thy hands I get back is' to me according to your liking.
(ask for the grace that we wish to obtain in this novena).

Prayer: My Jesus, Father Siim, guardian and guide on my pilgrimage, so that nothing disturbs me wrong, not my path that leads to you. And you, my mother, begotten and that, with your delicate hands, curasti the good Jesus, educami and help me in fulfilling my duties, leading to the paths of the commandments. Tell me Jesus, "Get this child, I will recommend it with all the insistence of my mother's heart."

3 Pater, Ave, Gloria.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

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The King of Portugal

Louis Giussani
Imagine a mountain village, a few decades ago. A single trail connects the village to the country's largest, down to the valley. There is no permanent doctor, but there is a town with a mayor. They all live in the woods, a few chickens, some cows, no link with the world. A village closed degraded. In the only home some 'good of the country a family is coming from the city to settle. A very distinguished man and a woman, two children. They are very kind, but the whole village is portrayed in front of them. Spy on them when they pass through the cracks of the blinds, the little shop in the one country will not accept any kind of conversation, no one greets them. It happens one day that an inhabitant of the country is injured seriously. The lady is a doctor and trying in every way until his complete recovery. So the ice is broken and gradually, very slowly, not so much a harmony is created with words, but a practical harmony. He also makes himself available to every need a chimney is broken, a machine to be repaired ... the gentleman of the city always knows how to intervene. "It will be an engineer," they say to each other in the country. He was always in the evening in the only inn in the village where men were playing cards wrapped in a cloud of smoke. And, at first, he stood there watching, then in packing-General would be able to play too, and the village men discover that is also a great player. So, after some week that was the family's favorite country. One Sunday, while they were playing cards, stops to tell about when she traveled to the Land of Fire and all were standing there with papers in hand and pipe in his mouth to hear him, for he spoke in a charming manner, he knew an infinity of things. At one point, the oldest of all pulls out his pipe from his mouth, lays down cards and says
'Look, you have to answer to our curiosity. Many of us say you are an engineer, many say that you're a scientist, others say other things. But who are you? How can you be so good in everything, to know so much? ".
Then he says: "Friends, now that we really I can tell you in confidence. But you must not betray me, because a number of reasons for my position is sensitive in respect of the law, and if you knew that they would arrest me I'm here now. I am the king of Portugal, in exile. "
No one in the inn there is doubt in the mind of this answer: his answer imaginable, it fits his type of person.

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Every day we live the words "An exceptional meeting" which generates me wonder, is up to us if decidecedere random encounter with a witness, but I think reliable, is a demonstration of faith, if not by the words of the church but daily life of us we can see God if this is granted I then I have a responsibility to do something, it was just a dinner with the witness, but I have to do something.
Perhaps I was ambiguous and unclear ... but it's Sunday morning ... Good day to all

Thursday, July 17, 2008

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nutshell chapter "Faith" and "Freedom" of "You can live like this?" Don Luigi Giussani

Last night Henry gave us a summary of the work on two chapters ..
Before you know, to learn, we must begin
something, an encounter, a word, an event that does not sufficiently explain why, but enough for me to begin the road to Christ.
... so before you know it is reasonable to begin with ...

What is faith? • Recognize a witness
e darne un giudizio ragionevole di attendibilità, per poter credere a ciò che afferma.
• La storia umana e la stessa convivenza umana è basata sulla fede/fiducia del prossimo: altrimenti come faccio a fidarmi dei consigli del mio dottore, del pane del panettiere, ecc.

La ragione è la caratteristica più esaltata nella fede.
Se non sono attento, concentrato, forte, leale con me stesso, acuto nell’osservare e quindi non uso la “ragione” come faccio a fidarmi di chi ho davanti?

La credibilità del testimone
La fiducia è un problema di coerenza con una evidenza della ragione raggiunta, direttamente o attraverso un testimone, subito o in seguito ad a partnership. (P. 41 - although it is best explained on the religious sense).

Faith in Christ: A new fact in the world.

generates an exceptional encounter I WONDER with a witness who reasonably believed to be reliable, after which I have the responsibility to choose (freedom) to follow Christ.

What is freedom?
and satisfaction, and a wish fulfilled, accomplished, perfect.
is directly proportional to the closeness to God (the closer you are to God the more one is free)

search of freedom
continuamene God encourages us to search for freedom (and therefore closer to him) through its creation and its creatures.

Freedom imperfect
Until we are with Him, and we human beings can live an imperfect freedom, because we will always face a choice between good and less good, between good and evil, between attraction stronger but more distant from God and attraction weaker but closer to God


Terms of freedom to be able to choose the most attractive for us that makes us closer to God we must have:
- Consciousness of God's plan that he for us;
- Government of himself: to have the "breakout" to get away from situations "negative"

The company
But to succeed in the two conditions of freedom must have the help of a community that educates us on those terms.
Why follow the community, your parish, prayer groups, etc.. and follow Christ



Wednesday, July 16, 2008

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We are in network ...

Hello everyone, after a pleasant evening with some of the group of cl montefalco the idea of \u200b\u200bcreating this blog, and a small site, www.clmontefalco . eu (the site will be online soon).
The blog was created for several reasons, to show us the network and to ensure that we can all write in the moments and hours impensante ... In
fund may be a way to compensate for the lack of meetings Wednesday night and keep us updated.

Monday, July 7, 2008

I Have Small Holes In My Lower Back

1999: la mia Playstation, la strage di Columbine. Una riflessione personale.

(Louise Brown)

. Through this article I would like a rush of thought without any claim of consent. This is not an essay, an ode to a fan boy or pleonastic regurgitation of repressed emotion and nostalgia, it is simply of a long gone, made palpable affection of the heart than the mind.
Sony Playstation is dated 1994, Japan, twelve years of continuous regeneration until 2006 but currently living within its technological offspring, PS2 and PS3 in part. CD-ROM and CD audio performance capability of 66 MIPS , 360,000 and 180,000 polygons per second monochrome polygons with textures and shadows on the second (source Wikipedia).


console, or unless they are of integrity, history has seen many video games, but Sony's Playstation has been something unique and special as well. From a purely technological point of view and cultural thinking Playstation is equivalent to think of a foreshadowing of Squaresoft-integrated photo-realistic gameplay that pushes toward a future film - a mixed blessing for Ludologica and narratology - foreboding (like it or not) to come in generational experiences.
of all this, for those who have experienced the splendor remain today Playstation texture - obsessive in their video-made the bearer of a soul steeped in the experience of those who now digital - videogame sensitive to perfection - he has lived through the time original.

A Playstation well observe the textures are nothing but a duplication of gauze - fabric digital atto a lenire particolari pulsioni videoludiche – medicazioni visive per videogiocatori che attraverso quella strana filigrana spalmata su schermo vivevano l’idea di un miraggio, di un arrancante foto-realismo composto dell'anima e di quel coraggio necessari a trovare un assenso culturale buoni a spingere il medium oltre.
Sarà stata forse la loro spigolosa onestà, la debole consistenza infiocchettata nella leggerezza carta-velinata delle texture, ma è fuori dubbio che i poligoni abbracciati dalle texture Playstation non erano altro che entità ballerine, palpitanti – geometrie funamboliche all’interno di un incanto digitale ma a tal punto precarie da recalcitrare entro immaginabili contorni in wire-frame - quasi volessero straripare – quasi tutto dovesse al tempo trasformarsi in un emozionale esplodere videoludico - di quell'imperfetto sgomitare di spigolature per una ostentazione di geometrie dalle forme dure che spingevano le garze contenitrici a scivolarsene via durante il loro “Bad-clipping” .

Ovviamente ciò non è solo parte del passato – il videogioco è performance hic et nunc – tempo dell’agire presente, del momento e dell’ora – ma ciò non toglie quanto Playstation abbia rappresentato al tempo per molti la prima vera poesia tecnologica/digitale (oltre che ad un rinnovato entusiasmo per il dibattito culturale sul medium) nell’ostentazione di una perfetta immagine realistica.
Playstation looked at the world with its content in the Geometry Transformation Engine 32-bit CPU, rendering 3D graphics experience to put on the likes of Silent Hill, Resident Evil and Metal Gear Solid that have redefined the concepts of graphical display, storytelling and gameplay launching (or relaunching) their terms of art with only a Playstation.


intimate as it is now difficult to explain why, as if it was just a bad feeling ready to play with time, yet I always felt something disturbing, disturbing as syncretism between the determination of Playstation-Generation of the 90s and the massacre took place at Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado, April 20, 1999.
It 'a strange, overpowering and overwhelming sensations of when you are dealing with someone who lives with his hatred as thin as self-conscious, yet the fact remains that, as early and damned had a strong momentum reflective Klebold Eric Harris and Kevin, 18 and 17 years respectively, responsible for the massacre that has seen more than their suicide death of a teacher and 12 other students.
There are some phrases in the "Journal" of Klebold that they reflect, among which one of these states " It 's interesting to be in a human body and know that it would soon die " - A heavy sentence, which seems to settle in those years as an epitaph of marble belonging to that kind of early pre-warning that a killer in his own resolute coolness that particular "feel" their lives to the limit - transcending their lives in anxiety supported by the disembodied existential excitement that has the appearance and a sense of urgency - as atrocious - the harbinger of an ending as clear as evil.
At the time I had heard and seen pictures of the Columbine news on TV, in the period in which I played often with the Playstation (Eric Harris was playing instead of Duke Nukem and Doom on the PC, creating special mod) but in '99 Internet era cosa solo parzialmente accessibile nelle case italiane, molti interventi culturali erano riservati agli editoriali e all’angolo della posta delle riviste cartacee videoludiche e mentre migliaia di ragazzi continuavano a far esplodere teste di zombie o a sparare a soldati genomici – interrogandosi tra il provvisorio ritiro dal mercato Resident Evil 2 e l’orrore psicologico di Silent Hill – gli stessi videogiocatori permettevano (fra un Gran Turismo e l’altro) alle Playstation’s texture di entrare e registrarsi nella propria memoria quali liquide emozioni digitali.

Era ancora il 1999 quando ad esempio provai l’affascinante squallore di temporeggiare nella piccola cella di detenzione della Shadow Moses dove era tenuto ostaggio il Direttore della DARPA, Donald Anderson.
Era stato subito dopo l’attacco di cuore di quest’ultimo, mentre nell’intensità esperienziale/emotiva di quella prima volta nell’universo Metal Gear io mettevo Solid Snake a strisciare gattoni, la visuale in soggettiva per osservare da vicino le texture del pavimento - decodificando fra i quadrati poligoni ballerini alcuni mozziconi di sigaretta e altre indefinite forme.
Era magnifico provare la sensazione d’un gameplay emergente, di sentire di vivere la possibilità di un’esperienza che, per quanto autorialmente prevista da KonamiKojima, poteva facilmente regalare imprevedibili brividi ergodic.
Everything seemed serious, terribly coherent, digitally alive, as the emotional blow of those 3D environments went beyond 100% of the imperfection of the texture and the indefinite particular environment. And so, in rising up to continue to search around, the poor definition of details in subjective / zoom I had suggested such as "I" / "excrement" those brown spots in the water and indefinite prison Anderson.

instead was Tuesday, at 17.00 about us, and while in America were brutally cut short the lives of thousands of young boys were unaware of other seventeen hours to think it was a pretty good to play Playstation.
E 'to imagine and remember those moments today that I relive something that invokes the squalor of the murder of those two boys during the bloody April 20, 1999 - a sudden sensation as if real life has to emptied of all its meaning that is not violence, degradation, emotional loneliness and abandonment - a bit 'as the feelings of my Solid Snake who alone and existentially uncertain in its desperate mission did not have better things to do than pry into the cup a process to imagine the smell and the void in those days of 1999.

Playstation Generation siamo stati chiamati negli anni ’90, definizione ambigua dal facile connotato di Generazione Videogame-dipendente, ma l’importante è ricordare questo: si tratta di una generazione che non vuole contemplare minimamente l’ideologia di una forma di violenza reale.

Abbiamo vissuto location in Resident Evil, fra caldaie e cantieri in costruzione, uffici della stazione di polizia di Raccoon City e spogliatoi con armadietti laccati, vasche di decontaminazione e magazzini con carrelli elevatori, cessi imbrattati e generatori e valvole e ruggine e carte sparse al suolo fra sirene d’allarme e pompe antincendio, mura e sangue… ma fra le abbandonate location ormai sedimentate nel mio ludo-immaginario di videogiocatore campeggierà sempre il sorriso, l'eccitazione e l'intesa omicida di Eric Harris e Dylan Klebold all'interno degli ambienti scolastici di Columbine.
Ed é cosi che le possibilità di performare una violenza digitale vengono terrorizzate dal connotato morale insite in quelle reali.
Nonostante lo stesso Eric Harris -ritenuto la mente pianificatrice dell’assalto -nel preventivare la mobilitazione collettiva di vari capri espiatori dopo la strage aveva scritto nei suoi “ journals ” che erano affatto da incolpare videogiochi, film e altre espressioni di violenza mediata per il loro gesto pre-meditato ( E’ colpa mia! Non dei miei genitori, my brothers, my friends, my favorite bands, the computer games, the media, it is my fault - free translation) I, after what happened, after all the material freely available on YouTube and the statements of the relatives of victims and survivors of the massacre and cinematic reconstruction of the school that I felt something in my game was hopelessly compromised.
For this reason, despite the admission of guilt of the killer, will continue to speak - as long as I can - that emotions give away the digital universe, though often composed of indefinite locations squallore, non fanno altro che parlarci di possibilità d’esperienza atte a conoscere, auto-interrogarsi e certificare il sé saggiando una libertà d’esistenza virtuale attraverso l’esperienza diretta dell’implicazione psicologica, estraniante quanto formativa, ma pur sempre salvifica nel preservare l'incolumità di chi gioca.

Per me Playstation Generation, allora come oggi, vuole essere sinonimo di un videogiocare consapevole dello stare vivendo il gioco della vita, un gioco attivo ed emozionale per chi sa come giocare all’Esistenza, nell'Esistenza. Esperienze videoludiche che per quanto possano informare di fatti e ambientazioni degradate non riguarderanno mai l’ingiustizia, hatred and violence inherent in real life as a hypothetical justification for killing any killer in the world, violence in which I, in no way whatsoever, as a gamer and do not, I strongly distance.